bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
assalamualaikum and hello.
was looking at the candy. a special one i'd say. a patient gave me this one candy. eheh. (maybe my sis got more than i did but so what~ nguah3~ apekah~?!)
okay. stop talking about the candy. (as the wrapper flies under the table~)
staying at home with a sick lap top isn't that much fun for my lap top. hah. get well soon dear or i'll have to buy a new one. ='[
ah. the chronicle about the candy (again) may not be as significant as what pani ewa(=eva) had shown me a couple of months back when i was in poland.
remember this. you won't be doing these things when you've become a doctor ; she said. or something like that.
so, i think i should write about it before my amygdalae (Two amygdala? Je ekh ~ skati) DECIDE to put this memory of mine away.
And Allah has created you, then mewafatkanmu, some of you are returned to the old worn out old (senescent), so that they know something that never knew. Truly, Allah is Knowing, Powerful.
[Surah an-Nahl, 16:70]
aiman
a day after it went up to the wards, i was expecting to get to do the Same. heheh. PANI but Ewa's nose was red that day. flu. but she still took me upstairs. ahak. nice person she is. she Told me to sit Beside her and started showing me some of the patents' details. most of them are in their 80's and the youngest is 55. who said i'm ancient? oh. nobody. =p
i don't really remember the chronology of the things happened but xpela kan. ngeheh.
then, there were makcik2. i often tell stories about makcik2. hak3. there was this cute makcik with a bruise near her eye. accident at home. according to ewa, old people don't eat, don't drink and don't move (okay, not all of them are like that~). she blacked out because of dehydration during summer because she didn't drink. i was asked to choreograph some simple exercises for the upper limbs for the makcik to follow. ahak. lets say that it wasn't all that easy for me. =p . makcik followed anyway; giggling along the way. cute. My mouth curled into a smile rotten shellfish not knowing what to do with my face. That stayed like my face all day long . hex ~
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the second and third makcik are diabetic. one makcik was sitting on the hospital bed and the other makcik was sitting on a wheelchair. both of her feet are wrapped with gauze. they were swollen. ewa asked me if i'd like to see her friend clean and change the gauze on that 3rd pani's feet.
she can do miracles! ewa said. cool, i thought.
ewa's friend unwrapped the third pani's foot to reveal the absence of the pani's big toe. hm. =[ she then sprayed that pani's foot with an unknown liquid. disinfectant, chyba. she put gauze in between the pani's toes. they were talking in the language i couldn't interpret. polish la. huhu. ewa's friend continued to clean the pani's other foot. i helped the pani to put up the feet and to put on her sandals. after that, ewa told me that that pani's foot should be amputated and that it could not be avoided even with her friend's miracle works. she also told me that the pani don't want to lose her foot. ewa pushed the 3rd pani's wheelchair back to her room. i saw something i didn't realise before about that pani's roomie. one of her leg was gone. hm.
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i kept on walking behind ewa. i've a habit of walking behind people. huhu. she told me to walk beside her.
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the next room. a makcik was sleeping. ewa woke her up.
dzien dobry pani! DZIEN DOBRY PANI +++++!!!!!! (shaking the pani)
terkejut saye. that pani replied her greetings with an aargh . kinda. ewa showed me the pani's upper limb. it's like oedema. (skati je.huhuh.) the pani is the kind of person who doesn't move and doesn't eat and doesn't drink. ewa asked me to help her to make the pani sit so that she can make her exercise i.e. move her limbs. hm. (an-nahl; 16:70) she had to make the pani move everyday because doctors don't do that. and the nurses won't do it too. i mustered all my strength to hold the pani in position. it's okay. akhwat kuat! ngeh3.
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there's another aunt. bear with me. gugu. this aunt is different. she's so thin. i sent an sms adzreen after work to describe the aunt / grandmother.
Td ad lg a grandmother. Die ad byk la probe. Muscle die tense. Ad not neurological probe. Dlu kt neurolog dep, die kne aggressive s0 tie (coat) tgn die. S0, forearm flex asek die nk kne resist tie. Nek nh gle thin leh practise Anath gne die. Xde pound of fat. Kcik muscles. Leh muscles do not practise. Ad tracheotomy, Awin TLG exercisekn die upper limb. Die asek tensekn muscle. huhu.biceps kcik gle die.
can you count in Polish? Asked Ewa.
yes.
jeden.
DWA.
trzy.
cztery.
piec(,).
.....
i counted one to ten as i moved pani's arm, forearm and shoulders. also kaki.
flex.extend.flex.extend. protract.
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when i learn anatomy, cadavers don't look like human beings. they are bones, muscles and all that. hm.
what makes a human, human?
the body? no. humans are just like cadavers with only their bodies.
where is your nose? *point to your nose* (skati je)
mane hidong awak? so. who is awak?
your roh makes human, human.
that's why when people took their last breath, people would say; ..... dah xde.
hm. innalillahiwainnailahirajiun.
till then.
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